nothing special

long meeting... unstopped working... listening... talking... and now resting..??
not really, many things still running in my mind, needa to think a lot...

well, thanks god i can walk with you. seeing you getting better, stronger, i'm happy.
and i can feel what my mentor minister kwok lai yin felt when seeing me get changing... you can't help being happy and crying... since... it is a great work from god. who makes people's heart change? no one but god.

on the other hands, another YOU!. how are you now? still get "drunk"? still being so poud of yourself? still trying to make everything reasonable? still not turn eyes upon jesus? we are the same, we are bad, so that we need god. not ourselves only, why you still being like this? god would judge, no one can stand in front of HIM. you, pls read psalm ch1, hope it would help you.

yes... it is a kingdom, belong to whom? you? god? you get the answer? when we think we are clever, god may be laughing at us.

surrender la! not to any one or the world but to god.