b..........day ??????

bday is close... but just like every year,. nothing worth to be excited.
just want to be settled down. it seems too tough for me... every year is passing bday with worry, troubles, and... working?
i remember that one of my bday is a whole day recording.............. in mainland china. from morning 8-1 ( 1 am of another day)... but happy... at least whole day with music...
i think it may be common... may be everyone have his r her own problems. no matter what kind of problems.

well... a passage without logic. since logic inside my mind is sold out.........