faith of abraham

recently.. i'm taking a test from god... "faith"

sometimes... we (may be i only), perfer to hide in a shelter... but at the end of the day... we actually need to face the problem... i'm not a strong guy... esp. in faith... i think this time is a must to face my weakness... a test which would affect my career... my future... my family... i really do not dare to take... but i know... i have no choice... i must take it....

well... it is very funny... (may be not funny) every year in this period.. around nov to dec... there would be a test on my life... so that sometimes i can't enjoy my Xmas.. also the new year and my Bday. why le???? yes.. no pain no gain... but.... it is hard for me...

very confused these days... what can i do and what should i do? or i know what to do but i just ingore god's voice? "may be"

in the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action. it is dead. (bible)