decision

finally, made it.

i think it is better to stay... to review the past two years... i really do a good work in cprsbc, but i haven't done the all... all i have learnt from school... i haven't involved to the ministry development... and also i do not have a good development on my music ministry.. what i mean is... i need to stay and try to set up a better music ministry for this church... at least it would be my experience... and those development and set up would be the foundation for my future service.

but certainly... it is hard to make... i really want to back to my mother church, but it's not the time... not a right time... i don't think i have enough of experiences to work there... i think i need to build up more myself before i go to another place... what i need is: experience and some goal to finish...

thanks god giving me a lot of brothers and sisters during this period to listen me... the next step i should do is: pray... and preparing myself to the next step... a big step... then to do what the god wants me to do...